Mood:
Topic: Never Try This At Home

Yes, it's a moogle, because I am feeling stupid. I am glad that I have another journal to vent in, but I am out of it. I was yesterday. Just look at what I wrote.
Well, the last two blocks of today were really stressful. Reason being... I was uhh.. going to ask someone out... *falls over* Yes, I the tomboy, am thinking of asking someone out... Shocking I know. But, I guess it happens sooner or later... I just hope that he doesn't find out before I ask. That would suck.. CRAP!!!!!! One of the people who found out is probably going to blab if someone else that I am worried about doesn't!!!!!!! *curls into a ball* This sucks!!! Why couldn't I have found him between C&D block, or at least after school!!!!! Oh well, I guess that I will just have to find out tomorrow. I am not normally the kind of person to be afraid of anything, but I am a little scared that I will either be turned down flat and horribly or that will happen and I will lose another friend. *Lost best friend when I broke up with my last boyfriend* I don't want that to happen again, but I really like this guy!!!! Sometimes I hate being a girl, but at least now I can really appreciate what guys go through for us. Thanks to all you guys out there, the world wouldn't work well without you because there are people like me!!!!! Yeah, I am just a little screwed up in the head right now... I really have no idea what to do.. Please just shoot me now and get it over with!!!!!!Okay, back to normal.. Not!!!!!!!!!!! Aaaagghhhhhhhh!!!!!!! Why must this be so hard?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Yes I am acting like a complete moron, but at least I am being honest and truthfully, I never ever act like this so I am scaring myself!
On a lighter note... *if that's possible* We are starting to prepare for our stage combat final in Drama. I am really excited and my friend Brittany is going to be my partener. Cool neh? Well, I think that it will be fun to "beat the crap out of each other." Let's see... I drag her around by the hair, then by the shirt. She kicks me in the head from the floor, I headlock punch her, then she gets to stomach puch me at one point. Oh it is just super violent and hilarious. *falls over laughing this time* Oh man, I love drama. And I am done now. Muahahahahahahaha! Moo!
Yeah, It's pretty bad. But, nothing bad happened today, and I am still the same, so I guess I'm okay. Well, that's about it. Later!
Posted by kuro-tatsu-onna
at 11:54 AM